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If I...
If I could breathe I would take you in
If I could touch I would hold you
If I could talk to you I would never stop
If I could sing I would sing your favorite song
If I could look at you I would savor your beauty
If I had a heartbeat it would skip for you
If I were alive I would devote my life to you
 Dust
loosing
lost
incomplete
yet fullfilled
hate
fear
pain
yet numbness
broken
shattered
destroyed
yet together
words that jumble
words that cry and scream
people that bleed
bleed endlessly
life and death
day and night
sun and moon
days into mintues
minutes of angony
the beat
the beat of your heart
it beats
until you're numb
gone
dust
nothing
shadows grow darker
lights go dim
the pace quickens
time grows short
people die
people bleed
an axe
an axe that cuts off limbs
limbs that bleed
bleed into dust
nonsense
truth of nonsense
killing the truth
destroying reality
you hate that
you are loved
the game
the game of life
not knowing
not showing
talking...telling
taste of blood
taste of sweat
death
darkness
dust...
Rest
Tonight I leave alone
I'm going to face my fears
Tonight I'm going to go...
I put my soul down to rest
Tongiht I sleep with the angels
Tonight I lay down to rest
I can't fight those who hate me
I can't leave those who love me
But I'd give it all way to be at peace
I put my soul down to rest
Tongiht I sleep with the angels
Tonight I lay down to rest
Destroyed everything I've known
Failing all I'd hoped for
Is this what I wasted away for
I put my soul down to rest
Tongiht I sleep with the angels
Tonight I lay down to rest
Because I'm talking in circles
I'm breaking down
Nothing can please me anymore
I put my soul down to rest
Tongiht I sleep with the angels
Tonight I lay down to rest
I'm lost to the light
Blinded so I cannot see
Tonight...tonight...tonight...tonight...
Tonight I fall into a deep sleep
I'd give it all away for some peace
Just some peace
I put my soul down to rest
Tongiht I sleep with the angels
Tonight I lay down to rest
Wanted
Face to face with death
Wind whirling
The wind that wipes away tears
Bleeding impluses
That drove you mad
Now lost in insanity
Wanting rather than fearing
The icy grip of death
Darkness wraps around
Smothering silencing screams
Time has come
Death has arrived
This is what was wanted
No turning back
Breaths get short
Heartbeat fades
Life is stopped...
gone
Fuck Up
Day in and day out
Hate consumes me
Enraged by little things
Hiding away
Till all is gone
Just a social fuck up
And nothing more...
Darkness
Deprived from time
Time that is useless
Emptiness fills my heart
When I decide to die
My heart bleeds with pain
Pain that you caused
Pain that coursed through my body
Pain that numbed me
The numbness soon settled in my heart
I drift in and out endlessly
I'm soullessly searching for answers
Anwsers that lie about the truth
Consumed in my own death
Darkness bleeds into my heart
Until I turn into stone
Crashing
Crashing amongst the stars
Feeling alive at last
Taking in all the beauty
Live has very little meaning
When you gaze upon these stars
Destroying all your sense of reality
Breaking into madness
When you gaze upon these stars
All is lost and gone
When you come crashing
Into the jaws of death
You realized that life is a sham
Come dancing with the fairies of the night
Come crashing to the light when you're gone
Lie amongst the stars in this life
Gaze upon these stars
You'll know your in for the
Fight of your life
When it came crashing
Down on you
Is the night you lived
The Beast
A demon trapped in a cage
A cage that's too small
It extends its wings
But cannot take flight
It scratches on the walls of its cage
A restless beast it is
Snarling wanting to be set free
It wants out
Don't let it out
Cried the beating hearts
Those thatdon't beat belong to the beast
Belong to the beast
Rings throughout my head
The beast always in my mind
The beast wants me
It has already consumed my life
The beast wants you
The beast feeds on pain
It creates paranoia
It is fear
and all that is wrong in the world
The beast is me.
Nothing Left
World of sanity comes crashing
Down on me
I can't breathe
I am dying inside
On the verge of tears
Too sad to cry
No energy in me
Dead to the world
I can barely see you
Nothing matters
Cause I'm already gone
Letting the world pass me by
So self loathing
You can't save me now
There's nothing left
I can't be here anymore
I feel nothing but pain
Just let me go
Cause there's nothing left...
Friendship
Friendship breaks hearts
Destroys trust
Kills people
Hurts everyone
There's no such thing
As true friends
Because in the end
All you have is yourself
Creep Within
Feeling Gone
Nothing but shit
That I can be
Too dead for the world
Too alive to be
Put into the ground
Hiding until they're
All gone
Deep inside my mind
Where I am a creep
Hating and mean
Until they're all gone
Turning those against
Me and my mind
Hating what I have become
Until they're all gone
Until they're all gone
Until they're all gone
Into this forsaken world
Of lonely emptiness
Enternal slumber
Hating those who
Were once loved
Deep in my soul
Fighting until they're
All gone
Until they're all gone
Keeping my friends
Is hard when
I am such a creep
Until they're all gone
Until they're all gone
Until they're all gone
Fatal Kiss
I'm lost in your eyes
Letting all your emotion
Sway over me
I am willing to
Give you my all
Mind, body, and soul
My legs feel weak
I can barely
Feel my heartbeat
Drowsiness comes
No worries, no regerts
Only pain and pleasure
As I feel your teeth
Sink into my skin
You hold me up
My blood washes over me
As you continue
Until I'm gone
Restless
Loosing reality
Out of the line
Nothing seems to satisfy
Being destroyed by time
I'm slowly breaking out of my cage
Maddness consumes me
As I watch it pass through
Boredom kills, destroys, and breaks
I've lost my sanity
As time slips away
But everything stands still
I can't contain it
My restlessness spreads throughout my mind
Like an evil plague from Hell
I slowly let my self go to the maddness
As it burns me up inside
Becoming insanity itself
As it takes its hold on
This is my desent into maddness
My screaming pain of Restlessness
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